essay deadlines are stealthily approaching too... now they seem like ten miles away... but jus beware!!! in a blink of 2 eyes (er... i cant do that blink-of-an-eye... both blinks tgt k!), they're going to be jus right behind me! i
and for my physiology CA...expected... 40%... which means fail la!!! *shrugs* i cant help it what!!! *nose grows longer*... okok... i confess... i onli studied 1 out of 3 topics...
and hall points are out! i hope what little i have is enough to stay on... cant stand the thought of taking more than an hour to travel to school DAILY! *faints* and hall fees are more ex now...
me=poorgirl!
ohh!!! later got lab simulation... must go for class in my uniform...hahah... hope it doesnt invite to much stares at the TH busstop later~ *crosses fingers* wahaha... er, most imptly, hope i wun stone too much ltr... *freaks out* i'm damn blur la!!! how how how!!! later the maniquine patient die how??? I'M A MURDERER!!!
okok... i shall stop now... =P need to like do my tutorial? haha... (like how rare!) well, must do first cuz tmr morning needa support Conversion Experience Retreat 8... actually many times i feel like jus messaging aunty syl and tell her that i cant make it... (cuz to go tmr, tonight must go home & tmr afternn got sch somemore) but i refrained myself from doing that...
GET BEHIND ME SATAN...
talking about satan... i had a 'dream' on tuesday night, those sort of image-less dreams... onli noise... and it will get louder and louder till its unbearable! mostly, i'm semi-awake, but i jus could not get up... so usually, i'll attempt to make a sudden movement of my hand or jus jerk myself up... then it'll go away... sounds scary? i always experience that leh! hmm.....
yea... on tues, it came again... noises... high pitched mumblings of i-dunno-what... i got myself up, then slp again, and it came again... this time, laughter... high pitched laughter... laughing AT me... and in it, I shouted back at it "Stupid evil one, just go away! I show you that i'll successfully fast tmr... then u'll shutup forever!"... hmm... i woke up wondering why i spoke that way... that noise, was jus laughing...
in anycase, it jus made my will stronger to realli fast on weds, for the retreatants...
come weds, there were MANY times i forgot i was fasting... and when i saw my fren with waffles, i nearly want to buy one too... when my frens offered me food, i nearly took a bite... but thank daddyGod! he always manages to remind me in time! and He works thru my TH chiobu nurses too... cuz they'll say "oh sry, i forgot u're fasting again..." when actually, i myself forgot too! so they reminded me =) love them!
[Dear daddyGod, you truely work in wonderful ways! help me to grow to become a stronger girl, more disciplined and more independent... help me in my school work, tough stuff! help me to always seek your voice, in the midst of all the noise and bustle in my life daily... dear God, please also bless the people attending the retreat tmr, and for all the helpers and ministry members... Help us to never forget that nothing could be done without you and that we are merely fortunate instruments to be used by You, for Your glory! AMEN =)]
*CER8 goes in to my prayer list =)
this pic says "wahhh... lecture's starting in 5 mins..."
jus a preview! will post more next time...