I have finally decided to revive my blog... well, it died quite a few times alr, so i hope..... i'll be able to keep it going this time round!
anyway, today SJMM had fellowshipping! food, food and more food and reflections! i must say, i actually quite like the reflection part =) it realli helps us keep everything in track... (but even that, i was stoning most of the time)... until daddyGod carefully picked his time to speak to me... that is also the reason why i'm restarting my blog...
it was during the last part of this wed's fellowship, and we were singing the divine mercy... and as i went on singing :
"For the sake of his sorrowful passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world"
I unknowingly started to pray for the whole world... and tears kept welling up in my eyes (i tried super hard to blink-dry them cuz its realli paiseh!)...
The sadness i felt was really strong, and i wept for:
- the little lives that were killed through the Human Embryonic Stem Cell Research (HESCR) which the whole wide world is so excited about...
- and also for the people who are still at it, doing it in the name of science, of medicine, of 'life' (ironically) and not realising how immoral they are being...
- the people who donated their eggs/sperms to this unethical act
- the governments who support it (tt's why we keep praying for governments on Sunday Masses)
- the people who fund it =(
and as i tried to stop tearing and sing properly, the message became crystal clear. i NEED to (in my little ways) be daddyGod's mouth and spread the msg that He so wants to tell His people... in fact, i think He must be thinking tt i'm such a blockhead alr! took me so long to receive His message!
now tt i'm slowly getting back into my fav topic, i recall the times daddyGod tried to speak through me (and i was so DENSE in my head i did not receive His message):
1. when i first heard of HESCR from my uncle (Dr. John Hui)... he's such an inspiration
2. little times when i happen to chance upon in on the web or catholic news...
3. my current posting to NUH Oncology (Stem Cell Transplantation)...
4. little adrenaline rush sometimes to search more abt HESCH or just SCR...
and so i pray, that daddyGod will continue to guide me to be wadever he wants me to be =)