20th May 2007~

i dunno wad happened and how things are supposed to be... how i'm supposed to be feeling... in short, i'm jus quite lost now... cuz my little life wasnt wad i thought like it wud be... the stuff tt happened, repeated... or maybe i made a wrong choice from the start... but no regrets about anything... jus tt its over... jus a break? i'm nt confident abt anything now... and maybe my latest choice will nv ever be reversable... its a fullstop in ink now and liquid paper doesnt exist... maybe from the beginning, i'm jus a substitute... haha... so bad of me to think this way... but well, at this moment, anything is possible la... (how can it be tt he loved me? 99% impossible? =P)

i shall try not to waste too much water... but at this moment, i'm still soaking up tissues la... *shakes head* conserve water gerry~ *prays* i can do it... mm...


-dull life-