still working

heyheyheys~ after all the worries that NO school will want gerry... I've finally received a letter!!! oh great...

[i think my dad's happy too... cuz i will stop asking him everysingle day "eh dee~ got open letterbox not? got my letters not???"]

so, as i still believe, miracles do happen! I actually got into NUS - Nursing~ gosh~ *runs around screaming!!!* well, tt also mean tt i didnt get into medicine... [actually i didnt even get shortlisted for the interview!] but, i'm still excited... i thought i screwed the nursing interview horribly!!! but my dear Daddy in Heaven has his plans... its jus so so amazing how everything always manages to fall in place nicely... how i can get satisfactory grades when i'm so slacky (at least i'm satisfied) and how these grades (though can be much better) are just enough to bring me to where He and I wants me to go...

surely, life is still so uncertain... with all the changes coming ard

[there is only ONE thing that is consistent in life... that is... CHANGES]

yea... and all the application procedures, health checks, registration, orientation... are certainly overwhelming... now i understand what my poly friends had to go thru... when the little me was still enjoying routine jc life... (nt much change from sec sch other than the lecture/tutorial style and lotsa movement)

This time, i'm really gonna study... [i noe i've said this MANY times] but i really am... i dun wanna disappoint myself and put to waste all the opportunities that God has given me... I must succeed... so i can contribute towards the welfare of HIS people...

i dunno if this is the right path... [dunno if i've brave enuff to take all the challenges in healthcare : in other words, all the blood and scary scenes] but since i've been brought to this path, i believe i can walk right through... and hopefully grow thru it...

*take a deep breath* aiya... no need to fear... with my dear DADDY in Heaven helping me, what can go wrong? i'll be brave...


and i think my faith quite WEAK lehz... wad can i do abt it? actually i dunno... haiz... i so lazy also... i hope i can understand and feel the Holy Spirit more... =) oh ya... i think i'm going for YISS... ok... i AM going... cannot say "think"... though i dun feel like going liao!!! but... i must not let the affected by things and thinkings that doesnt lead me to GOD... so me and my wonderful cousin, Andrew are going tgt!

=) thanks for going with me andrew! =)

for those who are still thinking, please jus put ur name down and register... no $40, dun worry... sponsors are coming your way... i dun think anyone will ever regret going for this...

so, its... Youth In the Spirit Seminar :: 14-17 June07 :: 16-35 yr olds :: $40 :: stay-in retreat at csc (i think) :: register early!!!

LAST BUT NOT LEAST... they entended my working contract till end of JUNE... how can that be possible??? we do NOTHING all day... well its another evidence that [miracles DO happen]... and and and... Uncle Andrew is so gonna MOAN and GROAN!!! haha... wait till i tell him this news!!! so fun~

and did i mention... Uncle Justin bought a Yamaha MM6 !!! wheee~ so nice of him!!! it features the sounds from the great MOTIF tt jul has but the sounds not as real leh... so... wad keyboard should i get??? [better get one b4 i spend every single cent i've earned!!! =P]

tata for now... takecare everyone
God Bless!!!